Ryan was here ...

My not-so-sweet nothings, mostly comprised of my feelings at losing my two-day-old son, Ryan David, to congenital heart defects, and to celebrate the arrival of Ryan's healthy little sister, Megan Elizabeth, and hopefully welcome another little miracle into our brood in July 2010.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Blessed dreams ...

Today's weather reflected the weather on the day my son died: drizzly and dismal.

My God, I can't believe six months - half a year - have passed since I held my beautiful little baby boy that last time.

Ryan, My Beloved Angel, I hope your dreams among the angels are always blessed and peaceful.

I'll forever be loving and missing you ...

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At February 12, 2006 1:01 AM, msfitzita said…

(((((((((HUGS)))))))))
At February 12, 2006 8:49 AM, Jennifer said…

((HUGS)) - thinking of you on this difficult day, and everyday - JPup

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: Name: Sherry; Location: North Carolina

I was once a cherubic soul ... but I lost my wings - along with a lot of other things - on August 11, 2005. Since then, my beloved husband and I have tried to pick up the pieces of our shattered dreams and make sense of what's happened - if there is any sense to be made out of babies dying. This bit of virtual space is where I work through my grief and anger over Ryan's death, my frustration at dealing with unexplained infertility, and my joy at finally conceiving and welcoming Ryan's healthy little sisters into the world.

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Ryan was here ...

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Blessed dreams ...

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